ragamuffin's

1549+now...




all i want is a loving girlfriend.

1250+now...




HATE IT WHEN YOU SLAM THE PHONE!
CANT YOU TALK PROPERLY!
SEEM LIKE EVERYTHING I DO ALSO DONT PLEASE YOU!
WHAT THE FUCK YOU WAN!

1534 + now...




Weird, feeling all wrong.

Gonna go for a run later;



Everything's alright? i don't know so

0245+now...




i fuckin quit!
had enough of your fuckin theory.
yes, i agree that some are worth listening,
while some, are just baloney..

and to you ALLEN PKK , stop acting like a fuckin' child, fuck brain.
a fuckin' child-like brain in a 39 years old body.
please, you're just  a pet of his. so stop being like someone
in that 4 walls of yours.
DOG? in fact, you're  the real dog in human form.

thanks for the 4 months.
i learn alot, and i seen alot.

my dignity has been ruin by you.
how would you feel when you are being scolded infront of all your friends when you did nothing wrong.
yes, right now i am a keyboard warrior. hiding behind a monitor and scolding you. WHY?
coz i am not like you, not respecting someone's dignity. yes, even though you are rich, successful,
but that doesnt mean that you can step on your worker's head.
yes you did give me a job to work when i just step out into this world,
if you say i owe you, i return to you by working hard. IS YOU, that you dont believe. IT'S YOU that makes me
dont have the heart to work anymore. SO, stop blaming on me.
you want to create a very good working environment?
hahaa.. just surface.
deep inside, you are making friendship turning sour.

so much feeling i had inside for the past 2 months
to you, 2 friends of mine know?
sometimes it get so numb, so artificial.


i am so traumatize by all the shouting of yours.
worth the penny? no..

1919+now....



although you left for sg,
you havent left my mind; my heart.

0040+now...



flying on a jet plane; there she went.
least i know she reached safely.

the moment you aboard the plane,
my heart start to miss you...






waiting for the week to past...
my heart yearn for you now...

0206+now...



been troubled by work,
seem so different.
what had i done wrong?
reality..




had a longest chat with her....


In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities..

1200+now...






realise that you are part of my life.
i'm sorry....
learning it the hard way...

12 55 + now...

writing this for the first time with my phone.... 




found you... 

1041+now....







so, will it end up good?
 

 

 

 

stopping typing at 1042

1227+now...



have a bad week with her.
damn it,
one chance and i blow it.


fightingwithshieldandswordsilveryheavyshiningamouredknightwithamindnotawake.
lettingherslippingthrumyfingerorshesnoteveninterestedinmejustaonesidedthingy.
crocswearingsocksslippingthrusneakersandshoeswithalacesout.
shouldigiveup;needadvise;needahelpinghand....

0009+now...





I watched helpless as you turned around to leave,
And still, I have the pain I have to carry.
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried....

2354+now...



invited roy to my house for dinner.
had a good chat.
den slack at coffeeshop.





her eyes still so shimmering to me..


nothing is impossible if you dont try.
its impossible if you dont even try....

0014 + now...





if only every night there a girl,
would talk to me softly thru my ear..

or touch my lips and hold me near...

2229 + now...





the reality of working?
bitter...., abhorrence..






for the past 5mins, i have lots of things
to say in my mind, it just seems that i 
cant put those thoughts into words..
am i worrying too much?

stoned..


think sleep is all i need right now..

0217 + now...



ikea wif mummy.
had meatballsss and chicken wings.
den to uncle's hse to chit chat over dinner.
chalet at night and head home.
was a great weekend.
back to work once i wake up later...




hate scary movies...

0016 + now....





just speechless; mind blocked.

why!

good night earth-lings..

0123 + now...





its all about work....




People who i face almost everyday.
or i can say, even more den i see my mum.
Second to my family.. :)
Hope we will stay together, work together..

as always....

0144am now...






eat, club and watched ice age3.
that's how i celebrated my 23rd.

stopped typing at 0145

0443am +now....






so who the hell say "The Transformers2" isnt nice.