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I feel really down .
I feel like I have nothing to hide but why can't I just be less private, I feel like I hate being judged.
Why am I such a paranoid bitch ? Why am I such a nervous wreck that over-reacts on small petty issues?
I feel like crying, but it's a new year and I've promised myself and J to be more positive. God bless me.

I should be happy, but why am i NOT.

I wish you never existed.

Its 3.01AM and I'm still not asleep. (Don't kill me when you see this baby)
This will be the last week of holidays and I'm so not looking forward for school. and a taste of what I did for the past 2 weeks of my so very fruitful holiday. Korea & HK for the first week and out almost everyday on the second week. sorry this is random but I wanna have takoyaki and drink tomyum now. I swear I can have both of it everyday and not get sick of it. :D btw Christmas was awesomee because I spent it with C & M and baby(though it was only for 2hours).

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